Concentration

It is so hard to concentrate..

 

I need to do a lot of German homework, but I really do not feel like doing it. My neighbours are making a lot of noise which is annoying. My macbook was just sitting on my bed staring at me to come an surf the internet on it…..so I did. I did not have school for 2 days now and all Ive really done is make my thing for Sinterklaas and grocery shopping. Ofcourse I also hung out with friends…but homework GRR it is so hard to put my mind to it. I have actually done a bit but not enough to be able to answer all the questions in class.

 So for now I will stop procastinating and finally do the work im supposed to

 

UGH 

Trust

I find it is hard to find people you can actually honestly trust these days. I am not talking about trust as in that people always lie..although a lot do. I’m talking more about things like yes I will write the paper or yes we can meet at 4. Then people cancell on you or let you down. Which I think makes it extremely hard for people to be able to trust one another, because if you can lie about such a small thing then why trust them with your big secrets. There are some people that I know will consequently let you down so you learn not to count on them anymore.

I know I can trust myself but others not so much. Once you have let me down I find it very hard to forgive and forget because in the back of my head I will always remember that you are untrustworthy. When I ask you to have lunch with me or something I will probably have a back up plan because I know you will let me down at the last minute. I myself like to plan every single thing, so it annoys me when I am let down. It messes up my plan. My school is a good example for messing up my life schedule. They will rearrange the schedules which will switch your 9 ‘0 clock class in the morning to 6 in the evening. Which will cause me not being able to work that night which is a cause of me not having money to spend so I cant go out on thursday… You see, very frustrating.

The return of the Sab!

Oke,Na bijna 2 jaar stilte, begin ik toch weer op sabinehilgersom.nl. Op naar hoe lang het deze keer duurt =]

 

XOXO

Sab.

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